Jade: First and Last

My magick rose from my core, heating my blood and sizzling through my limbs like a campfire. I murmured a word and sped through the snow, away from Muelsel, from the mountains. Away from familiar lands and peoples. I needed to travel if I was going to find what I sought.

Unfortunately after months of searching, I couldn’t find a location that called to me. I’d journeyed the entirety of Karishian, and I was beginning to despair of finding a place to claim. Most places had either already been claimed or weren’t up to my standards. As my frustration deepened, so did my urge to revert back to my old ways. The itch, the fury, never left. It was a darkness hiding in the corner of my mind, biding its time, waiting for me to slip just a little. If it hadn’t been for the vow I’d made to Master Ulezander, I might have slipped long before now since being a villain and terrorizing the populace had been so much easier and less strenuous.

I snorted to myself and shook my head. I sat on a beach on the southern continent, far west of a massive desert. After being a guest of the Jesllan tribe for about a month, I’d finally left them to wander once again. Then I’d found this beach, and it occurred to me I hadn’t taken a moment to relax and reflect since leaving Muelsel. Probably out of self-preservation since what I had to reflect upon were dark thoughts and memories. And even I got tired of being a broody asshole at times.

I took a deep breath of salty air and focused on the sounds of the waves lapping the shore. I’d kicked off my shoes to dig my toes into the sand. The sun beat down on me, my black clothing containing the heat, causing me to sweat. I didn’t care. There wasn’t anyone I had to impress.

If I was going to avoid becoming my father, then I needed to stay away from anyone who’d tempt me into starting a family. Easy enough. I hated kids, and who’d be stupid enough to love me? Love. I made a face. Stupid, worthless emotion. I was certain it had been a perverted form of love that had made my mother stay with my father, despite his monstrous actions. Love was also vulnerability, and I’d been vulnerable enough in my life. I would never be a victim again. I would never give someone else control over me. I wanted to be as far away from love as I could get.

I took another deep breath and sifted sand through my fingers. The beach was small and deserted. Just a little spit of land between two cliffs. The water slapped against the rock on either side, churning around sharp spears of stone. But it was calm in the center, and the dying sun glinted off the water, making it resemble polished gems.

Master Ulezander had said that I could stop the pain instead of causing it. I could protect people too weak to defend themselves. I’d yet to determine if that was worth my time. Although, I wouldn’t mind pitting my strength against a worthy opponent. And if that emphasized my reputation while also winning me some points with The Council of Mages, how could I lose?

A dark shadow flittered overhead, disrupting my thoughts. I frowned and glanced up, only to scramble to my feet, my heart jumping into my throat.

A payshtha.

There was a payshtha circling above me.

I gaped in awe as the sun shone off glossy blue scales. Two silver horns curved over his eyes before stretching behind his head. He had a long snout with big, bright blue eyes that latched onto me. I couldn’t move. I hardly breathed.

He—or she—was magnificent. The serpentine body twisted gracefully as wings, double the length of their body, flapped and adjusted to the changing wind currents and angles they swerved through. I’d never seen anything so enchanting. I’d never been this close to a payshtha before. And while my mentor was the council’s ambassador to the payshtha colonies, he’d never taken me to any of his diplomatic meetings.

Hoping this payshtha was a male—females were known for their aggression—I stayed rooted to the sands as he descended, still circling me, perhaps as intrigued by me as I was by him. Unlikely, sure, but then why else was he giving me his attention? Payshthas didn’t eat creatures of higher intelligence. They much preferred fish and livestock and even birds when the mood struck them. At least, that was what Master Ulezander had told me.

The payshtha finally landed not far from me, kicking up air and sand. I covered my face and blinked my eyes clear. He stood about twelve feet off the ground and appeared to be almost three times that in length. He folded his wings along his back and lowered his head, tilting it slightly to peer at me with one large eye.

“Good evening,” he said, his deep voice confirming he was a male. While females also had deep voices, theirs had a musical timbre. This one’s voice, however, reminded me of the solidness of mountains and their ageless beauty.

“I see that you enjoy sunsets as well,” he continued.

I swallowed hard and bowed my head. My heart raced and pulsed in my temples. “Yes, er. I do. I enjoy them more than sunrises.”

The payshtha bobbed his head. “I am Enfernlo. What is your name, mage?”